#yep. 'pulling a ging freecss' is a term that I headcanon as a legitime hunter-phrase xD
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Since Anon asked and this might need a little more room for explination: Why does Senritsu becomes to uncomfortable with the idea of having children / does not want children herself?
Senritsu likes chlildren, she likes to watch them grow up and lead them along the way and finds pride and wonder in helping and supporting them to become one day adults with their own passions and interests. But thats not the same as beeing a parent. Thats just beeing a decent adult who wants to see the next Generation find joy in their life and support whoever needs that Support.
For one: Obviously Senritsu knows that her vitals are not in the place or form they should be after she was ripped appart and mended back together. When already her facial muscles are on some parts not where they should be (leading to the ptosis in her left eye), she really does not trust her organs to do anything resembling a healthy pregnancy. And even if that would work, it would still have the same risks and problems as any pregnancy of a person with dwarfism. So pregnancy would be lifethreatening for her in any way. This could be of course avoided through adoption, but it is by all means not the part of having children that worries Senritsu:
She knows that she might not live long. Senritsu had accepted that destroying the sonata would very likely be her end because even if she is turned back to her original body, the only reason why she survived that first time was because the sonata of darkness mended her back together so she would carry the melody back into the world, and that would not happen if she would destroy it. So she would either die working in the mafia, or consumed by the cursemarks on her left arm or eventualyl when she destroys the sonata, so she is not aiming to put children in the world she can not look after.
Also: Anyone can have children, but not every parent deservse children. Having children is easy, yet raising a child needs a parent to not only make sacrefices but also to focus their life and their needs around this child for in any other way the child would feel unwanted. And a child feeling unwanted and beeing too young to understand that it is not their fault, but simply their parents not putting that child as their priority, is torture for this child. And Senritsu knows that she would love that child, but that there would always be that little voice in her that she should go and continue hunting. Love is not enough, in this manner, a child needs regularity and support. And as a Hunter who had devoted her life to beeing a hunter, she can not give that to a child. She would never be completly there for the child, physically yes, but also she would mentally count every day down until she knows that the child would be ready to start their own life so she could continue her hunt, knowing that child is safe.
And Senritsu would never want to force a child - biologically or adopted- in this kind of situation where they would not be the priority. In other words, she would never be so cruel to pull a Ging Freeccs.
#hunting-songs: headcanon#yep. 'pulling a ging freecss' is a term that I headcanon as a legitime hunter-phrase xD
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